Tuesday, February 28, 2006

Is you or u or just you....

Its been more than a year i've broke up a relationship with a girl. That's was most hurting one in my whole life. I've give her everything but she took for granted take me as something to lean for a while and leave. Whenever she wants something i try my best to get for her no doubt no matter how far. When she get it just to make her smile. Bring her to places and create romantic atmostphere. make her feel warm. all sorts of thing i've done to love her. But last she still decide to leave with all sorts reason. i don't wish to mention. Its all along im the one who is being there, doing a two person job to keep the relationship going and her mind keep thinking of other stuff. which i said 3minutes boiling water then became cold.

Why do i have suffer alone in a relationship with a girl is ain't willing. No. i don't want i don't wish. Anyone can feel this. Its been more than a year the scar in my heart is still wounded and open. Is not yet healed and sealed with love and care and understand. True love speaks of the truth and life. I have no problem being alone handle my own things. but in a relationship its not just one man show but both boy and girl, husband and wife are u working together, claps their hands walk through the storm. Whoever falls and tumble, one of them must have the will to shower him or her with love to get back on track. Always stand by your love ones' side. Don't ever put ur feeling as the most important and center of the relationship u will hurt ur love one....I just need someone to healed and sealed my wounded heart......I'm waiting......waiting.....