痛的是我的真心

闭上眼睛忍住呼吸
暂时要和世界脱离
就快要学会不再想你
却听见不断跳动的心
我允许了你
让爱的自由还给你
我允许了自己
承受这悲伤到天明
我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许
我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提
总是以为终究化作云淡风轻
爱你到底痛了自己
我不愿放弃却要故意默默允许
我答应自己爱你的心绝口不提
所有结局在这夜里都已成形
爱到了底
痛的是我的真心

Fell....

Haiz....After two day of fighting against my fever and headache finally recovered this afternoon but then when i coming back hm from lunch i fell again... Hit my knees and its swollen. Worse thing is that my wounds on toe got bigger. Double the pain. Only myself know, who care who concern. Just limping my way back hm. Shit to this world.....