只送你十一朵玫瑰

你的微笑你的容颜 动人心弦是否看见 我的思念内心缠绵 送你玫瑰我的心意 让你看得见 十一朵都是千言万语的爱恋 平凡的玫瑰因你而娇艳 所有的梦想因你而实现 十二朵玫瑰就在眼前 就是你你的脸 最美丽的容颜 想你一遍彷佛想遍沧海桑田 看你一眼让我看见我的明天 送你玫瑰我的心意怕你看不见 头一点你是我第十二朵玫瑰.....

Merry CHRISTmas & Happy New Year....

So sorry guys, been quite busy this few week before and after christmas....busy serving the nation, busy helping out my church christmas party, busy going out with friends to celebrate.

Is just so fast and another year goes by. With ups and downs i've learnt so much.....In the army, things are quite different. There is so much stupid rules and law to obey which i don't is a need...but it discipline me, things told not be done don't do it. Just being restrained that's. Army life is not only phyisically but also test ur mentallity. I do wish to give comment on myself...but im standing by myself with God's help. I lost a girl that i loved the most, gave in the most....But she left me. Slowly i stand up again start anew.

Sometimes wonder am i really that hard to befriend with. my cell phone seldom sms or call came in to meet up with....the only time my cell phone will ring is when my camp mates call to help them to do something in camp. Sometimes i even wonder i type all these blogs does anyone sees it or just myself reading it over and over again. And yet no one knows my feeling my heart.

A new year coming soon and i'll be 20yrs old in 2006. How many true friends will i get to know and keep in real close contact. Ask me out when they free. Or will i be the who keep disturbing people to go out or be alone at home facing a 17inch monitor playing my computer whole day. No...I do not wish to. Have this in my youth life...I played drums but now not sure want to join back. Cuz i'm quite lack behind alone. Don't where to start from. I love singing thinking of joinning (Hai Die Ying Yue)Buttflies Music School. I told my mum abt it...She just uh!!

I wish to go back to the thailand but not the city area. Is the village area when i first saw i cried...They live such a simple live without tv or even radio. The kids there did not even taste a chocolate before. When i passed it them, they tasted it. They started to smile. Live can be so simple but we pple living in Singapore making life so COMPLICATED. Be contented, Love yourself first before u start to love someone. Do not be dismay when u are down. A new year ahead start it wise end it wise. Give someone a hug, give someone a sholder to cry, give someone the a helping hands when they are down. When there is stormy weather, don't hesitate to accompany ur friend in the stormy ride. They need ur care and love. Love is a gift not an obligation. Love speaks of the truth and life.....Gdnite everyone....2more days to go will be 2006....

Not all Friends aRe worthy to be WitH......

Friends can betray you, friends can backstab you without knowing, friends leave you alone or hide away from you. True friends are hard to find. You will see it yourself, when you are in trouble who is the one by your side helping you, giving solution to solve your problem. True friends will stay.....friend will just hide or run away but they will be back when u have something good they can have it or earn it from you. These are bunch of bastards.
If friends are friends forever, the welcome will not and friends will not even say 'never'.....

Sadness all over the place

Why is this world filled with so much sadness? And yet no one cares and give a damn about it. Isn't there is place filled with love, joy and a hope for everyone? But People hate too often, gossip so much yet love so seldom. We always conquered the outer space but what about the inner space, our inner being our character. Have we or have we not?
Does our appearance hold the key point to our lifes? Or is it building a character and giving a chance for ourselves and to mould ourselves will make a difference in our lifes?
Why do u need such a big nice house or mansion when u have a broken home? Or just want to cover the unpleasant part in ur family and not let other see. Are we always gonna use this method to cover the fact. To make ourselves look better from the outside when the inside is empty vessels.
The truth and fact are for us to know and solve. And not to find methods let others view differently. Love speaks of the truth and the way of life. When there is love and there is hope. Hope for everyone, family, friends and love ones. When there is hope there is joy fills in our heart. Start today, have a heart compassion and stand in the gap of the world. To make this place, a better place live on....

Ugly Always been REJECTED

Yucks...He is so ugly....yeew....she is ugly...eeehh...this is so ugly
not suitable to my taste......!!!
Is ugly a fear factor or just simply don't like outer space when u do not know the good part in the inner space. People always looks from outer space but not the inner space.Why???WHY?? WHy?? Is this human error...Or pple just wanna be with people with higher social status and nice from the outside.All these is by what we see what we felt...using feeling to judged will hurt and are of no good to others. See by heart view by by heart. That will see a greater character within a person......CONQUER THE OUTER SPACE THEN THE INNER SPACE...

Two Beds And A Coffee Machine

she takes another step, slowly she opens the door, check that he is sleeping pick up all the broken glass and furniture on the floor. Been up half the night screaming now it's time to get away. Pack up the kids in the car, another bruise to try and hide, another alibi to write....
Another ditch in the road, you keep moving. Another stop sign you keep moving and the years go by so fast, wonder how she ever made it through.
And there are children to think of. Baby's asleep in the backseat, wonde how they'll ever made it through this living nightmare, but the mind is an amazing thing. Full of candy dreams and new toys and another cheap hotel, two beds and a coffee machine but there are groceries to buy and she knows she'll have to go home
Another bruise to try and hide, another alibi to write another lonely hihgway in the black of night but there's hope in the darkness, you know you're going make it....
Another ditch in the road, you keep moving. Another stop sign you keep moving and the years go by so fast. Silent fortress built to last......Wonder how they ever made it through....