So sorry guys, been quite busy this few week before and after christmas....busy serving the nation, busy helping out my church christmas party, busy going out with friends to celebrate.
Is just so fast and another year goes by. With ups and downs i've learnt so much.....In the army, things are quite different. There is so much stupid rules and law to obey which i don't is a need...but it discipline me, things told not be done don't do it. Just being restrained that's. Army life is not only phyisically but also test ur mentallity. I do wish to give comment on myself...but im standing by myself with God's help. I lost a girl that i loved the most, gave in the most....But she left me. Slowly i stand up again start anew.
Sometimes wonder am i really that hard to befriend with. my cell phone seldom sms or call came in to meet up with....the only time my cell phone will ring is when my camp mates call to help them to do something in camp. Sometimes i even wonder i type all these blogs does anyone sees it or just myself reading it over and over again. And yet no one knows my feeling my heart.
A new year coming soon and i'll be 20yrs old in 2006. How many true friends will i get to know and keep in real close contact. Ask me out when they free. Or will i be the who keep disturbing people to go out or be alone at home facing a 17inch monitor playing my computer whole day. No...I do not wish to. Have this in my youth life...I played drums but now not sure want to join back. Cuz i'm quite lack behind alone. Don't where to start from. I love singing thinking of joinning (Hai Die Ying Yue)Buttflies Music School. I told my mum abt it...She just uh!!
I wish to go back to the thailand but not the city area. Is the village area when i first saw i cried...They live such a simple live without tv or even radio. The kids there did not even taste a chocolate before. When i passed it them, they tasted it. They started to smile. Live can be so simple but we pple living in Singapore making life so COMPLICATED. Be contented, Love yourself first before u start to love someone. Do not be dismay when u are down. A new year ahead start it wise end it wise. Give someone a hug, give someone a sholder to cry, give someone the a helping hands when they are down. When there is stormy weather, don't hesitate to accompany ur friend in the stormy ride. They need ur care and love. Love is a gift not an obligation. Love speaks of the truth and life.....Gdnite everyone....2more days to go will be 2006....
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